At Last...

it's time to let go... time to be silent... this is the only outlet i have... i neither have time to grieve not cry... there's just too much emotions to actually react, to feel something... no one to talk to, no one to air my grievances to,

"it's sad to realize, that the only person that will make you stop crying, is the very same person that made you cry"

it's even more painful to realize that the person you air your greivances to, is the same person that you grieved for

i'm left with a machine to rant to, to talk to, and still i have to let go... i just can't anymore... life was just sucked out of me... i can't cry... no matter how much i want to, i can't, tears well up but it just wouldn't fall... like a third degree burn... every nerves have been damaged to feel anything... pasong paso...

it's time to heal... letting go is the start... the end of the beginning... the beginning of the end... the end and the beginning... all over again... and now i start back at one... ( or zero.. or the negative)