Grand Entrance???

or a graceful exit... blessings are coming left and right yes, a colleague is on her way to be a mom, forseen promotions, anticipated launch, etc etc etc... left and right.. i need some on the center so i get a piece of the action, everything around me nothing falling towards me...

i am such in ingrate noh? all i can think of is bitterness and cant be happy for the blessings i get... well let me see...

Lenten season is coming early to me... gawd, i have such a heavy cross to carry not to mention the burden of shame, embarassment that's coming soon.. so thank you, at least easter sunday will come early to me... so long as i can hump the easter bunny or "bunnies" will have me in the center of their "easter egg hunt" amazing

I get to relax. blah blah blah... im making no sense of this entry... angst... speaking in tongues... graaabeeeee this is just to much to take... ahhhhhhhhh somebody help......