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Makulay?.. kumukutikutitap...

WTF???? My world seems to get smaller by the minute. dammit... she knows her, her knows she... everybody seems to know everyone.. isn't there supposed to be a certain minimum degree of separation that is allowable for us to maintain harmony and privacy. To enjoy meeting strangers and having a certain mystery from other third party.

The influx of networking websites like Friendsters and the likes make the connections even more visible and traceable... RED FLAG though.. when u find new friends that u treasure, u eventually find out that they are close to other people you have broken ties with, whether in good terms or bad, our maturity dictates how we handle that discovery. Seemingly more difficult when bridges were burned... geesh and there's a whole lot more people out in the world that i am to meet.

Having been a victim of backstabbing and all that grapevine, i hope that people i meet (as written in my friendster profile)are level headed and open-minded. I'm scared that the girl i fall for has a certain connection with people hu have a grudge on me... i am not ashamed of who i am, my past or whatever, but hearsay and the likes are very subjective and all a matter of perception, i am no perfect person. im not even close to being a good one but i hope i won't lose the person i want to be with simply because of a past mistake, a past story.. but if i do, then maybe she wasn't meant to be with me... *sigh* this is why i never want to get involved with anyone right now. I'm too paranoid, insecure... of the world of possibilities.