Gez Hus Back???

I'm back.. though still numb.. i think im ready to date. I was able to risk exposing my infatuation to someone, though not reciprocated, i took the first steps. well it's just a "crush".. baby steps.. baby steps.. maybe i'll learn to speak again.. the words that i have condemned.

Happiness is a choice, though i disagree, i think there is some truth to this. Time is a healer, how much time i need to heal depends on me, on me alone. It's going to be my choice.

I look forward to good and better days. My closest friend has left coz she chose to be happy on her own. I should do the same. co-dependence just never works, it disrupts the cycle, the balance of life and friendship. When a blind leads a blind both will fall in a ditch.