Signing off...

when everything started in the wrong way... when the trust you gave was paid by betrayal... when the benefit of the doubt bites you hard in the ass... its time to go. in this case let go. A priviledge abused, a right - rightfully excercised... a start that was off from the beginning and you spend the rest of the time from then to now correcting mistakes, making up for past grievance which apparently doesn't exist... which was all in the head of one person but not in the other... when one believes it was a choice and the other a deceit.

a lifetime and back won't be enough... the damage can't be undone, apologies will never come... too late... nobody wins in a war... except the dead... they are free... when will death come to me?

this blog is done... started to fill the angst... ended to stop the angst. when it was wrong from the start... no matter how you try... it will never last... it will be a bitter end when the stench of disgust reeks out from the rose bed of deceit. only i knows what lies beneath.