June 6, 2006

Omen?? 666?? maybe yes, maybe no!!!

i am surrounded by an air of confusion and all i can do is heeve a sigh of resignation. Nothing within my control... unfair? bad luck? or simply a cruel joke of life... ahhh life... a cruel reality that even at your (perceived) happiest hour, there's always a catch.. keeping you grounded.

Familiarity? maybe... i have signed off from this blog.. but the pressure is just too much to contain... talking to someone just makes me an insensitive prick to let another human being bear and absorb the negativity of my emotions... so here i am again... a better outlet to my most evil and demonic emotions... if only someone attacks me now so i can have an excuseto kill someone in self defense... does this constitute a premeditated murder-cum-self defense? a very thin line... dont give me a reason, ill take that anytime and you'll find out...

666 - oh men... omen... as i lay down to sleep i pray the lord your soul to keep, should you die - your life i take, pray to God it your soul he take... my wrath you will get, murder you - i will you bet... you have no idea how strong and how fast i will take this fight and take your life right at your doorsteps... and you shall float over the grave or the next dead person - YOU